You're gorgeous
Emoshitty.
Monday, Nov. 16, 2009 - 11:37 p.m.
Airmata Saksi Cinta Ku.

Tak dapat nakku gambarkan sayang
Betapa kuatnya cintaku ini
Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu niatku yang suci
Ingin terus hidup bahagia denganmu

Dari hari ke hari kurasa
Kasih sayang kusemakin dalam
Tak pernah kubenci padamu
Walaupun hatiku pernah dilukai

Jangan kau pergi meninggalkanku
Tak sanggupku berpisah darimu
Bagaimana nanti bila aku rindu
Dimana tempat nakku bermanja

Demi tuhanku sayang padamu
Airmata menjadi saksinya
Bagaimana lagi hendakku buktikan
Kesetiaannya cintaku ini

Apakah lagi yang kau mahu
Tak cukupkah pengorbananku
Semoga kau mengerti perasaanku
Betapa ikhlasnya cintaku

Bila hatiku sudah sayang
Bukan mudah nakku lupakan
Biarpun pedih dugaan
Relaku hadapi sayang

Cinta lahir dari lubuk hati
Bukan sengaja di paksa - paksa
Sekali bilaku jatuh cinta oh... selamanya
aku ingin bersamamu sayang...


When I heard this song, no other person came into my mind. Suddenly, all the emotional torture came back. I miss you so much. I've always imagined how it would have been like being with you. I wish that I'd have that special place in your heart. I wish that I'd been given the chance to be by your side for you to depend on. I wish that you realise I've always been here. Behind the walls. I can see you. But You can't see me. You never do. Can you ever forget your first love of your life? Do they exists in the first place?

I chose to believe they don't. But who am I kidding?

don't think of the past. || focus on the future.